You might have noticed that there haven’t been any recent posts.
A combination of procrastination, depression, unfortunate events, family birthdays and my own stupid behaviour have eaten up my time, energy and will to do anything at all.
And all this from somebody who is, allegedly, successfully medicated.
Obviously medication isn’t a complete answer. In my case it’s a partial one since I rarely take my recommended dosage. I fill my own personal void with working like hell on myself, finding out who I really am and immersing myself in the ADHD community as much as possible so my sense of isolation is reduced.
I could do it all better.
I’m still struggling to come to terms with my diagnosis five years ago. Not that I’d swap it for an instant but it changed so much so quickly that the implications are still coming home to roost.
But the jig-saw is taking shape and only a few pieces are missing. I’m trying really hard to find them.